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06:29 pm February 20th, 2008
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I've been sick. I still am, but getting better. I hope. My lungs are full of snot. I haven't been in work or done my other responsibilities. Now I'm just gathering strenght. I didn't eat much of anything in 4 days, so my weight temporarily dropped few kg:s. But I'm going to eat chocolate at Friday no matter what anyone else says!!! Yeah, I'm bad...yeah..right...
I really would like to get back to drawing everyday, for some reason I have had hard time to grab(sp) pencil and my sketchbook. Maybe I could upload something I drew last week. 
I'm listening rock'n roll love songs. Hmm..I need to say few words about love. I'm quite comfortable with my life situation in a way..the way is that I don't need a man in my life. I like to have my sofa like that...mine. I like to go where I want to without asking anyone "Can I?" I really like my own time, do what ever I want to.
I really like my privacy. I like hanging out by myself. I have few friends I like around( I mean you JN).

Current Location: Raisio
Current Music: rock'n roll
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08:20 pm September 19th, 2007
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flu
I'm down with the flu, nasty one. I've been laying about like a big loser.
My head feels big and full of snot. Oh yay...
Flu aside, I had the strangest dream last night. I was in the woods and found a big feather which was blueish grayish with a big orange spot. I showed it to my dad and he said to which bird it belonged, but I can't remember it (how annoying). Then I fell in the woods and found a human skull, but when I held it it was horse skull and then there was a whole skeleton of a horse. I went to tell my dad that I had found a horse skeleton, but he already knew it. There was more to that dream, but I can't remember much else. It was intense though.

I haven't been drawing much lately, which is BIG minus for me. I don't know what's wrong with me.

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Current Mood: sick
Current Music: poetry in motion by Bobby Vinton
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06:30 pm September 14th, 2007
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I've decided that this overweight has to go! I've already dropped 2kg in a week. I've been walking a lot and playing floorball and been in little gym. Hardest part is quit eating chocolate...I want to be healthier, losing weight is crucial, because my knees are already warning me, they are hurting under this weight and I have a bigger risk to adulthood diabetes. And of course I'd like to fit in my clothes, which has become an issue.

I've written my poems to 'puter. Now I have to do the picking the best ones-job and try get published, yes I'm actually trying that.
I'm taking a an art class thru letters. It's an oil painting class. I did my first assigment yesterday. They sent me the supplies, of course, BUT the envelopes are too small!
Aaarrgghh!

I got some horse magazines from a fellow horse lover! Yay! I have good readings for 
a while.

I'm sooo tired(in a good way) I've exercised today , but gonna still do some abwork before going to sleep. It's been bit quiet on the spiritual side. The Wolf is there same as The Horse, but they are quiet...




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Current Location: Nousiainen
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: what have you done now- within temptation
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09:44 pm August 20th, 2007
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okay...

It's been two weeks from my last mark on the journal, so let's update.
I'm writing my poems clean with 'puter and maybe,maybe,maybe get a book published. I'm gonna try anyways.
There's a strange big cut in my head, it's painful and wont close. 
Today i've neeb cleaning my appartment. What I found was not nice...in my dry food closet was lots and I mean LOTS of these bugs. climbing in my fleurs and sugar. I took a serious serial mass murder killing at them. Hopefully I got the most.

Music: Bobby Vinton. I love these 50's-60's music. I mean the lollipop song is just great!
When this CD ends I'll probably put my old favorite guy, Hoyt Axton, to sing.
 Tomorrows football, yay, I love playing football, floorball,ice hockey and such.
 
I'm gonna go riding next week again.
Sad news though. One of the neighbours back in Nousiainen lost a horse. there was an accident which lead to point that they had to put her down. She suffered.

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Current Location: Raisio
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: bobby vinton-lollipop and poetry in motion
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06:43 pm August 2nd, 2007
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I'm pissed off!!!!!
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06:27 pm July 18th, 2007
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art and selling it

I have to get these thoughts written down. I'm talking about drawing, art. For me drawing is as important as breathing air. I want to be excellent drawist. As it is spiritual to me , I am ,however, prepared to draw for money. it is my calling, why would not I be allowed to draw so that I could make my living out of it?
That's why I have recently stater drawing adult furry art 'cause I've noticed there's a market for it. Am I compromising, absolutely.And I need to do so. Simple reason..I need money to buy food, clothing and sometimes something not even a bit useful things. I don't know what this makes me. I must do this. Outside of all this I am trying to publish my own book. I try to get foot between the door. 
So I have come to this conclusion, I continue drawing spiritual stuff AND the art what gets me money.

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Current Location: Raisio
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: bobby vinton
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06:41 pm July 12th, 2007
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I've really gotten into collectin action figures from BtVS and Angel. I ebuy a lot. My money. I've also gotten autographed actors cards and photos. Eventhough this is material, I think I have right to it. Little bit fun in this dark world.

I'm glad I have few commissions on the works. I actually enjoy doing these and I really need the money. Last night I really worked hard for the first commission. I think it came out quite nicely. It seems I work better at night time.

My email is wonky, not operating well. Aaarrgghh!! I want my mail!
It really sucks 'cause I have things going on in there.
mrph...gruf...

Current Location: Nousiainen
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Mikä kesä-Valvomo
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11:57 pm July 8th, 2007
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I'm kind of addicted to Ebay...yeah..buying stuff is one of my get away from this world, I know it.

Religion, as some of you know, I  divorced church a while ago and haven't regretted it, not even a bit. I feel good about it. I don't know what I'm called by. Pagan, animist, therianthropist, Animal Spiritist I don't want to box myself into anything. There are questions in my mind. Questions what is right or wrong. I like to ponder things, it's fun and nice workout for brains. Lot of my art is drawn from spirituality or idea of it. But I do draw other things ...alot. 

Current Location: Nousiainen
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: ingalsin laura-maija vilkkumaa
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09:55 pm July 2nd, 2007
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I've been drawing alot today and I'm tired, but these ideas keeps flowing in my mind and I gotta draw now that it is possible. It's so cool. I might offer some of my work for sale on Furbid.ws. Or do a commission. Eventhough I'm feeling artistic, it still isn't easy. You don't just happen to draw a good picture, you need to work on the idea, technique and such. Sometimes creating is painful, sometimes it is bit easier.

I have to go to bank tomorrow, they are charging my account 20€ more than they should. I hate going to bank. I tried to deal it on the phone(which I also hate), but they had too long que, 10 minutes. I didn't feel necessary to hang on the phone for frikkin' 10 minutes!

Have to wake early tomorrow, since I have to go to lab once again and gotta fill my docer. And caretaker is coming over to check on things. My place is "bit" messy, but it's my mess, my business. I haven't had an inspiration to start vacuuming.

I'm gonna get a web site someday.

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Current Location: Raisio
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: a mi manera - il divo
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08:36 pm June 30th, 2007
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back in the picture
This day was quite good. If I had chocolate it would have been even better, heh. I've drawn today quite nicely, nothing super great, okay quality. Big cats are on my mind right now. I've searched the net for good pictures of them, especially ocelot which I wanna draw and create a new character. Anthro-ocelot. 

I'm waiting a movie to start on tv, I don't remember it's original name. It's a comedy.

I really drive to be better at doing my art. I want to be better than good, I want to be excellent.
There's nothing wrong with that, right? It's quite healthy actually, I think. I used to be god at drawing athros back in 2000, but then my health deteriorated and I didn't draw as much as before. Now I'm kinda learning it all over again. Gawd, it's hard and annoying, but I'm coming back!

Current Location: Nousiainen
Current Mood: hopeful
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